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What is it that you like and what is it that you hate?

What is the heart you fake and what keeps you straight.

So much patience so far, man what’s causing you to wait.

Temptations in debate

Every time you see her face.

Temptations in the heart done let that boy go astray.

Just saw a girl with some big ones are they real or are they fake

Opps keep a pure mind dog…come on Khalid lower your gaze.

But I say I was doing a vision check to make sure I wasn’t gay.

Kicked it in the crib got the remote a pushed play.

Islamic dvd in the player, what they had to say?

man talking bout Jenna..boy, betta keep yo mind straight.

Don’t stare at pretty girls, keep them hormones in delay.

Cause if Jenna was to meet you, you’ll regret it on that day.

When it stares you in your face.

That’ll be a regretful day.

idk..just decided to write a little today

The flow is alright, but the lyrics could be tighter…and less simple.

I like what it’s about, sort of. If you had a different way of going about telling it. It’s super clean, which is always dope.

Just work a little more, and you should have yourself a nice piece. But right now, I’d give it a 6/10.

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What is it that you like and what is it that you hate?

What is the heart you fake and what keeps you straight.

So much patience so far, man what’s causing you to wait.

Temptations in debate

Every time you see her face.

Temptations in the heart done let that boy go astray.

Just saw a girl with some big ones are they real or are they fake

Opps keep a pure mind dog…come on Khalid lower your gaze.

But I say I was doing a vision check to make sure I wasn’t gay.

Kicked it in the crib got the remote a pushed play.

Islamic dvd in the player, what they had to say?

man talking bout Jenna..boy, betta keep yo mind straight.

Don’t stare at pretty girls, keep them hormones in delay.

Cause if Jenna was to meet you, you’ll regret it on that day.

When it stares you in your face.

That’ll be a regretful day.

idk..just decided to write a little today

"But I say I was doing a vision check to make sure I wasn’t gay."

I LOL’d.

ok, for a while me and my boyfriend have been happy. Howver, most of the time, in the past, he had stopped plans to see me, for instance..he would tell me we’d spend a certain night together, and we’d both agree, then he’d say no, and tell me he’s busy, or what not. We’v come to arguments to this in the past, because apparently, ‘hes to laid back to make plans’. Anyway, we arranged that monday night we would spend the nigth together and have a quiet one with a dvd, and such. I see him in work and told him i’d text him on monday to see what time he’s picking me up.. straight away he says he’s not sure whether he can see me. EVEN though it was a plan and we’d promised each other. Then he told me his uni friend, a girl called kirsty, was making him and his other male friend a meal. (theyr quite close in friendship) so i got angry and said ‘well if you prefer that to seeing me then just you do that’! then walked away. I dont want to text him asking to see him, i want to not talk to him, for a while. But its hard, any tips on what i should do?
also should i text and apologise? was i in the wrong?

wait until he apologizes to you, do something to get him off your mind

i hope you two sort things out x

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Hi,

I been having problems with my partner. This morning as he left for work I took myself off to my parents as feeling as though he doesn’t really love me.

He says he does love me but is hurt with all we gone through and unsure what he wants and if he still IN love with me.

Last night I was in bits and crying and told him it probably best for me to walk away – he got emotional and told me to stay and watch a DVD and then he was hugging me and kissing my head and all that – he kissed me on lips but just pecks – not how we use to kiss.

When we went to bed he pulled me towards him and had his arm around me and during early hours he was feeling me up and gave me a deep intense kiss and allowed me to touch him intimately and then hugged me again.

In morning as he left for work he gave me a hug – rubbing my back and kissing me all over my face and kissed me – again sort of a peck.

I looked at him and he came back and gave me a proper kiss and said love you.

I sent him text saying ‘I just so confused and hurting and I just feel you don’t really want me, and tell me if don’t love me or want someone else as you were hugging and kissing me like a mate’

He replied with ‘ I was not doing anything, I gave you a kiss and a hug and I rubbed your back not pat like a mate anyhow I don’t tend to hug my mates. Have a good day as looks loke it going to be gorgeous. Do you love X’

I since been at my mums and had to go to GP as was coughing up some blood so texted him to let him know I was scared and seeing doctor.

He didn’t reply straight off but sent me a text recently saying

‘ Sorry just got all your texts are you ok, how you feeling. I don’t know much first aid let me know what the doctor says. Love you X’

I confused now as I don’t know whether to go back to him tonight or whether to go back and talk and then come back to parents. He down too and I don’t want him to feel I don’t love or care for him.

Why is everything so messed up?

He does love you, he really does! just talk about how you feel face to face and see what happens

he has always attended a private school. I took him out of the private school this year because of a dvd program they were using. I was going to home school and decided to enroll him in public school. I know that there is going to be an adjustment period. However it seems that he is having trouble paying attention. His teacher thinks I should talk to his Dr. I feel like she is telling me that she thinks that he is ADD. I don’t know what to think. I know that he isn’t ADD. He pays attention to what he wants to pay attention to. She said that his behavior is fine, he isn’t disruptive or a behavior problem. Does anyone have any advice. He went from being a straight a student to an a-c student.
He attended a baptist school.
When I say that he pays attention to what he wants to I mean that he has no problem at ball practice, watching tv, reading books he likes, and playing monopoly -

I just went through a similar situation. My son is also in the 4th grade and I transferred him to the public school but for different reasons. While he is not struggling, I find that the public school is ahead academically from the private school. This may be a problem for your son. If I were you, I would make an appointment with his teacher, get to the core of her concerns. If he is falling behind, I would get him a tutor. Don’t be so quick to have him "labled" with any type of learning or bevioral disorder. He is going through and adjustment period and I think this is normal. Talk to your so – ALOT. Ask him if he finds the new school easier or harder, ask him about the teacher and his peers. Based on what his teacher tells you, and your talk with your son, you should be be in a better position to determine what you want to do. Analyze for yourself if the time your son has been in the public school enough for his teacher to make his assessment. Best of luck to you!

Kitchen
Rain suddenly poured down as I was walked back to my house. I didn’t bring an umbrella with me. Perfect. I zipped up my Nike jacket and ran as fast as I could. I was only a few meters away, and as fate would have it, the heel from my new L.K. Bennett boot broke. And I went crashing down on the pavement with a splash. “Damn, damn, damn!” I muttered. This is really not my day. Luckily, no one was around to witness my fall. That would have been so embarrassing. I collected the rest of my dignity and hobbled back home. As I entered the house, drenched from head to toe, I kicked my stupid boots off and put it in the shoe cupboard. In the living room, I saw my mom watching EastEnders. She’s totally addicted to that show. I bet if the house was on fire, she’d save the DVD of it. I tiptoed noiselessly until I reached my room. I certainly don’t want her questioning me about my appearance. I closed the door shut, unzipped my wet jacket and put it in the laundry bin. I stopped to look at the mirror. Sh*t, I look horrible. My usually straight blond hair was all tangled up. My face was wet, and so were my clothes. I got a towel, wiped my face, and quickly grabbed some clean clothes. I ran to the bathroom and slammed the door. I hurriedly bathed, dressed and combed my hair. Now I look more decent. I went downstairs to let my mom acknowledge my presence. Until now, she’s still glued to the damn tube.
“Hi, mom.” I said. Finally, she looked up to see my face. “Hi, honey! You’re home? I didn’t see or hear you come in.” Yes, you didn’t, because your eyes were on the television. One of these days I’m going to disconnect that set and throw it out the window.
“How was your walk?” She asked.
“Fine. It suddenly rained and I had to run back to the house.” I wasn’t going to tell her about the heel episode. “Oh, did you take a bath? I don’t want you to get sick, hon.” She pressed pause and looked at me with concern. “Yes, I took a bath. I’m fine. Don’t worry about it.” When my mom gets worried about me over the littlest things, it drives me over the edge. I sometimes have to say “I’m fine” about a hundred times.
I was about to head for the kitchen for a snack when my mom called me. “Athena, I almost forgot, your dad called to ask if you’re available on Saturday. He wants to take you to that new mall in Riverview.” I stopped short. My relationship with my dad isn’t what you’d call great or close. My parents divorced when I was six. I’d always hear shouts, doors slamming, my mom crying…It was a terrible time. My mom left my dad and took me with her. I grew up understanding these things. My mom’s side is a pretty rich family, so we weren’t the kind who lived from one place to another until we finally settled down. Riches don’t go into my mother’s head, and we live in a big house, but no maids and no pool. My mom was brought up to be disciplined, thank God for that. I love the ordinary upbringing. When you flaunt your riches, guarantee that you’ll get no friends at all. Now, my mom’s pretty cool with dad. She doesn’t like to talk about him, though. Only if it concerns me. “Athena?” My mind snapped back to the present. “Are you available?” She prompted. “No,” I replied. “I have a project to do.”
“Okay, then.” Luckily, my mom’s too good so she believes my lies easily. She went back to watching her show. I continued heading for the kitchen to fix myself a snack. I love peanut butter and banana sandwiches, like Elvis. When I really need one and we ran out of peanut butter, bananas, or bread, I sometimes go mad. I even ran 6 blocks to the deli just to buy the necessary ingredients. My mother thinks I’m a lunatic when it comes to PB and banana sandwiches, but I can say the same for her obsession with EastEnders.

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My mother has been the only one who has taught me the real Salvadoran “touch” to every food I can prepare. She has really been my role model in everything in my life, especially in the kitchen because she taught me the way to give food the Salvadoran flavour since I was a little girl. She is still doing this, even now that I’m already an adult. One thing I loved that she taught me to prepare was her special “Pudin de Pan” (Bread Pudding). The ingredients are not hard to find. It only needs bread, margarine, vanilla, eggs, sugar, milk, and a “secret ingredient”. Sadly I cannot list her “secret ingredient”. If I do. It won’t be a special recipe anymore. She mixes all the ingredients and leave them in repose for a while to let it gain a better taste. In a separate bowl, she prepares the caramel with brown sugar. When the caramel is ready, she adds the mix into it. Eventually she puts everything inside the oven and the pudding will be ready around forty five minutes later. Every time she is baking a ‘pudin de pan’, the aroma would get into every room in the house. You can smell it outside the house as well; that’s why our neighbors can always guess when we are making
thank’s for help:)

the first one is much more interesting

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My husband of 10yrs is addicted to porn. I’ve found numerous porn memberships charges. Before the internet he would rent or buy DVD’s and hide them. The problem isn’t so much that he watches porn but that he has replaced our sex life with it. We have gone months without sex or any type of affection. And if he does have sex with me, its a 2min. hit and quit. I’ve been willing to watch them with him but he says no.During sex its almost always like a porn never making love.I’ve told him that it makes me feel like his blow up doll. I gave him an ultimatum in April that he needed help and I was willing to stay with him if he promised to get help.He agreed but this past Friday he came home late(1am) instead of coming to bed he goes straight into the office, I snuck up behind him and I caught him in the act. I couldnt believe he said he didnt think he did anything wrong and i was over reacting. He basically wants to keep his house, his kids, his wife that cooks, cleans,washes, pays bills so he told me what i wantd to hear to just avoid the problem. The problem is that I’m 29yrs, I’ve already given him 10yrs, 2 kids and basically my whole life..I don’t think I can stand by on the scraps of love he throws at me for another 10yrs. I’m just so conflicted because I do love him and I wish I could help him but I can’t. I’m heartbroken but he just doesnt want to talk about it and is willing to let us go for his lack of self control or his inability to communicate with me. Is divorce my only solution at this point?

First off…I would like to give my deepest apology to you. I was addicted to pornography for a long time as well. It is a drug that can make you addicted to it just as much as meth, cocaine, alcohol, etc… For him to replace you with porn is a very selfish and horrible thing to do. I did the same thing with my wife. She caught me in the act too. I had gone so long without anybody knowing about my addiction, that when she DID catch me….I was literally sick to my stomach with shame and humiliation. My wife stuck with me because I actually put forth an effort to stay away from it realize it was a sickness.

Your husband is basically cheating on you with the women he looks at on the internet, in movies, or on television. He has replaced you with these women. Because he said he didn’t think he did anything wrong, and you were over-reacting when you caught him, it is a sure sign he hasn’t come to grips with the sheer reality of it all — that it hurts you. One day he is going to wake up and everything he takes for granted right now is going to be gone.

He needs to get help. You need to get the internet disconnected now. Every avenue that comes into that house that could possibly tempt him needs to be severed. One of the best things that ever helped me was finding out one of my best friends also looked porn. We kept each other accountable almost every day to ensure we didn’t hurt our wives again.

In answer to your question about divorce being your only solution at this point — no. You need to talk to him more, and try and seek out help. If he is un-willing to stop looking at porn, unwilling to get help, but WILLING to put porn above you and your children….then something drastic may need to happen. I pray he will make the right decision.

Again..I’m sorry this happened to you. But hopefully your husband will make the change.